| it all rests on a day like this |
[Mar. 1st, 2007|07:09 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | the ataris - secret handshakes | ] |
hey
well overall things are good, me and soph have been together neary 4 months (4 months saturday btw) which is really good, i think shes the most beautiful, caring, funny and sarcasticly sweet woman i know at the moment :)
she really is just what the doctor ordered after the past years id rather forget most of it but i am forgetting it at the moment
im living life like a guy of my age should with a beautiful woman, amazing friends and we have a drink ocassionally. im even talking to friends that i havent been that close to in ages now like ryan me and ryan talk quite abit now even went on the beer bus with him last week which was really fun i was sick from the drink tho oops
One thing i am worrying about tho is my job future
if i fail Travel and pass geography on this day next week then i dont think i could carry on 6th form untill september or even never. so ive been kinda getting ready to jack it all in and get a job. would it be that bad to be stuck in a shop job? alot of people do it, my mom only works in sainsburys for like 20 hours a week and has worked in jobs like that all her life.
so im kind of day dreaming of that and maybe my own little flat? would one of those jobs support it? i might talk to my form tutor about it
im quite worried to say the least really
i guess i`ll have to wait untill next thursday
i dont know what im wishing for really
anyway
love to all x |
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| you and me girl, weve got something golden |
[Jan. 14th, 2007|06:47 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | stereophonics - she takes her clothes of | ] |
how you all doing?!
well i havent updated my little journal of my life for ages, well im still with sohpie and its great :) had dinner at hers yesterday with her mom and dad too that was funny :P to learn about sohpie more too and her dads quite cool.
the band! is now complete me on Guitar and vocals, Chris on bass and vocals, and Laura on drums and vocals here and there just to add effect, ive always wanted a sweet girl voice in some songs i think it sounds awsome. We are also going to start practicing alot after this week of exams when we have alot more spare time on our hands that will be great to get all those songs done as a band and add vocals and effects to them. so yeah things are looking really good for me :)
ive began reading quite abit too
ive read angels and demons which was amazing it was so shocking at the end, i recomend it :P
ive know started reading Ham on Rye by Charles Bukowski, which is a fictional biography of himself really, its quite disturbing but its moving and funny at the same time. i can tell already he was a great writer, i must buy more bukowski books!
so anyway i`ll leave you to your lives now lol
goodnight xx |
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| another day another holiday to celebrate... |
[Dec. 30th, 2006|09:33 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | +44 - cliff dyving | ] |
well hi there, how you all doin?
dont you hate it when some people (no one inperticular) arent thankful for what they do have
instead they are upset or lost in what theyve lost or dont have altogether.
when everyone i know are very lucky, i mean they have health, loving friends and family and education. not everyone in the world has that prevelage, but in western culture most of us dont care and we all just want more money, biggger houses, faster cars and all that. when people in less fortionate countries just want a job to earn money for thier family and decent health care and a safe place to live....
anyway rant over for tonight
New years tommorow, i found out earlier that sophie cant make it which sucks a hell of a lot, because we were both really looking foward to spending it together i guess i will still have fun but i will feel bad and miss her at the same time, so thats why it sucks. but it will still be a great night chilling laughing drinking with some of my best friends, who are the best!
Next subject lol Band stuff well its actaully going quite well me (guitar) mark and chris (bass)have been working on a few songs all ready and were begining to realise the sound were going for which is an awsome sound and something very different to everything out there its a mixture of most genres really but were just call it "alternative", so im really excited about where we can go with this band and i hope we get to record and play some shows next year sometime
anyway
sorry about the moan, HAPPY NEW YEAR for tommorow
and remember your limits people, you dont want to spend all new years day in hospital
have fun!
until next time
i guess i`ll see you around
x |
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| Happiness is free |
[Dec. 24th, 2006|08:45 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | stereophonics - step on my old size nines | ] |
MERRY CHRISTMAS for tommorow everyone
all be thankful for the family you have to share it with
and not just the matieristic things
but they are fun too :)
anwyay yeah have a good one
see you around x |
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| we can live like jack and sally if we want... |
[Dec. 17th, 2006|05:22 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | robbie williams - advertising space | ] |
well just thought id update about me a sophie
we have so much fun together and shes just amazing
and we really do have a big spark
:)
and i get to spend all of new years eve with her
how amazing that night will be :)
i was with her an hour ago shopping up merry hill and its wierd because i really do
miss her already
but i guess i`ll see her tommorow so its not too bad :P
anyway yeah
she rocks my world :)
p.s christmas in 8 days :) = money = new guitar = a very very happy craigy
good night and stay happy and lucky
x |
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| I used to treat you right, give you my time but when i turn my back you do what you do... |
[Dec. 5th, 2006|09:36 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | bedroom | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  calm | ] |
| [ | music |
| | stereophonics - step on my old size nines | ] |
hello
well the last weeks been abit up and down to be honest
firstly ive had my grandad being called into hospital for his long awaited kidney transplant
then there was bleeding so he was in ITU now hes on the normal ward and all well :) so its good
Then i got sophie cheering me up all week and well just being there for a hug and a sympathetic ear i owe her alot :)
6th form work is alright i suppose i got all my exams in janaury tho which is abit worrying i have lots of revision to do, eeeeeeeeek
but oh well hopefully i`ll do fine :) hopefully being the operative word
gyms good too even tho my fitness instructer hardly recognised me with my new shorter more managable hair, oh i forgot to tell you sorry :P yeah i had my hair cut on saturday i think its finally growing on me like hair does get it? haha :P
anyway yeah im in a wierd but quite relaxed mood
so long x
stay happy and lucky x |
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| I dont want the world to see me because i dont think that theyd understand |
[Nov. 30th, 2006|09:36 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | joe strummer - coma girl | ] |
hey
well i havent updated for over a week so i thought i would
im still with sophie :) which is good i get to know her even more everyday
which is obvoisly also good :P
i went for a little jam session with half of 104 (mark and harkin) and jim oldaker who used to go to my school anyway it was really fun and made me want my band to get up and running :)
we played dakota all the way through i also sang too which i didnt used to really used to be abit shy about my voice i guess but i dont care anymore i think its alright soo :P
christmas soon ay!
it really is coming too soon again its not even december yet but oh well im looking foward to it chris is getting his bass :) im getting my new guitar we get a few weeks from 6th form and everyone gets jolly oh and i forgot one more thing NEW YEARS EVE! WHOOOO i dont even know what im doing for it yet tho
anwyay i`ll leave it there i think
stay happy and lucky x |
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| Theres always time to complaign about the weather... |
[Nov. 20th, 2006|07:53 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | bedroom | ] |
| [ | music |
| | stereophonics - handbags and the gladrags | ] |
hey
well i guess i will start with the cinema on saturday
it was abit dodgey at first as both mine and sophies ex`s turned up in the same cinema and the same film.
even tho one of them thinks we did it on purpose which is stupid
anyway but we walked around after that and talked loads
and i kinda asked her out :) we get on really well, we have loads in common
she makes me laugh even with her dim moments and most importantly
SHE MAKES ME HAPPY :)
Next subject is.....new guitar! i put a deposit on of the most amazing semi acoustics i have ever played, it was amazing so yeah im now looking foward to christmas even more
and then after christmas the new band should be up and running *fingers crossed* i really cant wait, i have really good vibes about this and we already have a few good songs nearly done and ready to practice after christmas
then when we get good enough we might be able to play some small gigs next summer hopefully
thats how good im feeling about this band
at the moment its going to be called
Ever Loving End
but if anyone has any ONE word band names,let me know :)
until next time
Goodbye and stay happy and lucky x |
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| theres a bear! |
[Nov. 18th, 2006|12:54 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | bedroom | ] |
| [ | music |
| | watching green mile | ] |
Craig and Marks adventures at himley hall:
all started when we went on a trip to himley hall park to practice some map reading skills
we had to find 12 or so posts and write the letters down which were on the post
we got 1 to 11 and we thought whooo nearly done
then we found the 12th....
so mark wrote down the letter but heard a grumble or a growl he turned round thinking it was me
but stood there was a 10 foot grizzley bear! growling at him
so he did what any man would do....DANCED to get his attention
as craig walked behind the bear with a large log with appeared from nowhere into his hands
mark then danced towards him and twisted the bears nipples
craig then wacked *WACK* the bear around the head
and the bear fell to the ground although pointing to the number 13 post
haha, hope you enjoyed the story
me and mark are great, btw we won the race! :P
and my life is great
going to the cinema tommorow with a certain somone called sophie :) which should be good
anyway
untill next time folks
so long
Craigy x |
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| fligh high, be my getaway? |
[Nov. 7th, 2006|09:25 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | my room | ] |
| [ | music |
| | stereophonics - climbing the wall | ] |
hey
i thought id update again, my head still isnt clear after a day of contemplating little else
its still like a.....well a mess really
now any other guy would be over the moon to be in my position wouldnt they?
but it sucks
i dont know what i want
i do have too much confusion in my life
i want to run but theres no where to hide
sounds stupid but its true
only thing i love doing that takes my mind and my body away from everything is guitar and gym
i did more than i was meant to yesterday felt the difference tho
so i dicided not to join chris there tonight in case i rip something
but i guess i just do more to keep me there really
to keep me away
i just dont know what to do
help? nah i`ll be fine
x |
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| i dont know where we are going now |
[Nov. 5th, 2006|09:30 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | stereophonics - mr writer | ] |
the title kind of sums it up really
the lyrics of dakota by stereophonics have never seemed clearer to me
i have a new love interest, although i dont know where its going yet
at all, were just seeing how it goes tbh, going with the flow and all that
but i dont want to be dragged along for the ride
hmmmm
so yeah people reading this will probably know who it is anyway
and some people like it, some dont
im sorry to those who dont but im just trying to follow my heart, just trying to be happy
anyway last night was pre-bonfire night for alot of people i went to himley with a few of my friends to watch the fireworks and then to the pub to talk about the world and drink most of it
but has the tradition of every holiday gone now?
i mean for christmas all everyone cares about is how much money they get or that they get the lattest toy or gadget, for easter people no longer even have eggs! they have material things brought them and bonfire night is now just a excuse to spend lots of money on fireworks
hmmmm just a thought
its all good fun tho :)
anyway so long x |
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| On my mind |
[Oct. 28th, 2006|06:44 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | stereophonics - not up to you | ] |
Let's make a date out of the cinema
Then stay out till early in the morning
I always like it cause we take it slow
While everyone around us seems so hurried
It feels familiar, cause I've been here before
When your words
Swept the ground right from under me
Remember when you were so insecure
Now you can't get your hands up off of me
But the time we spent was so short
Can't believe it's time to go again
You're always on my mind, all the time
On my mind, believe it
Can we pick it up where you left off
When you said you'll never get over me
I'll take for granted every roll off your tongue
Cause you're screaming out all your honesty
You know it's time,
You see the bags at the door
I'm minutes away from departing
In exchange for a few last words
Will never be enough for me
hmmmm....
yeah
sums it up really x |
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| is yesterday, tommorow, today? |
[Sep. 29th, 2006|11:08 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | home | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  sleepy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | dashboard confessional - several ways to die trying | ] |
well hello
i have updated my little book of my life for a long long time
so i will start with the one i love with all my heart my manda :) i still and always will love her and she really means the world to me
p.s its our 6months on monday! 6months! where has that gone?
music well the EverlovingEnd is still in the process of getting up and running with me and mark still getting chris to learn bass (lazy git lol)
and i have also joined a gym :) get me into a good firm body
its really good ive enjoyed it, find it a good way to chill down after a hard day or two actaully
but the best thing i do to chill down is to see mandas beautiful eyes and my troubles just seem to float away.
how kool is that? :P
anyway yeah
I LOVE MANDA WITH ALL MY HEART AND I WANT HER TO BE MINE FOREVER
x |
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| i need you more than anyone could need anyone |
[Aug. 23rd, 2006|02:03 am] |
| [ | music |
| | stereophonics - climbing the wall | ] |
well where do i start..
MUSIC - im loving playing guitar atm and im thinking about doing a little acoustic/indie solo project that i thought of a long time ago, and im also waiting for "theeverlovingend" to get up and running that will be very new and exciting for everyone involved, the ideas we have are like nothing weve done or even heard before its like blink, stereophonics, and angels and airwaves at a party :P
LOVE - i love manda :)
shes amazing, i cant believe its been four months, weve had some problems lately but now everything is really good and i think its even brought us closer somehow :)
FRIENDS - Mark, is a great friend to me and was there for when me and manda wernt so good and when my results got me down, and i was hopefully there for him with the katie thing, and the most important thing god we have some laughs like kicking everyones ass on HALO haha i suck on that :P
Hanwan, well shes always been a really close friend of mine and is always there for me no matter what, i hope i am the same for her, and toby is sexy yeah?
Roisinee, i havent seen much of her lately, but yeah great friend! with her funny wierdness and sweetcorn rocks! :P
Ryan, havent seen much of him but yeah great friend, great laugh and our singing and guitar sessoins rule!
anyway yeah love you all!
x |
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| this is easy as lovers go, so dont complicate it by hesitating |
[Aug. 5th, 2006|12:25 am] |
| [ | music |
| | robbie willaims - angels | ] |
hey
well..lets start with today, today was a really good day went to marks early in the day played some guitar went through some songs then played halo and we sucked :P
but we talked about everything bout the manda and stephi situation and stuff
then went to mine played with my new pedal :P and wrote some more music its a really wierd instrumental atm but i think it sounds good
then went to the chippy hehe then to meet manda and everyone up blackheath that was gud
i love manda too
but i just wish she would tell me things, i hate when she keeps things from me that upset her
i care about her way too much to let anything or anyone upset her in anyway
anyway i dont know what else to say
so im going to leave it there
so long x |
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| Life seems so more worthwile when the stars are showing |
[Jul. 24th, 2006|12:37 am] |
| [ | music |
| | linkin park - crawling | ] |
hey
i havent wrote in here for a while and ive been reminded by my beautiful girlfriend that i havent updated hehe
well i think i should tell you interesting people who read my livejournal more about Manda..
anyway yeh me and here are great havent had the best of few days but yeh thats all sorted and things are looking good and were both looking foward to the summer together
hot days in the park and just generally lovely days :)
i went to norway for a week last week and got closer to a few mates, it was good and been invited to some parties and currys in the next few weeks just to meet up again.
even tho i did miss my manda alot in norway it was fun went kayaking in a huge beautiful fjord/lake it was amazing, then walked up a huge mountain which was fun even tho not everyone enjoyed it (moaners! lol).
so yeah now im just looking forward to spending time with my friends and manda over the hot summer days and nights of the next month and abit i have away from 6th form
anyway i will update again soon
so long so long x |
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| looking back and thinking why..... |
[Jul. 11th, 2006|09:41 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | lost prophets - tonight | ] |
Hey
Now im not one for living in the past but this is a good way that i can.
so i was looking through my old livejournal account and seeing how unhappy a girl did make me
and how stupid i was with another girl
i mean the "another girl" was and is not just another girl shes the girl of my dreams, the most perfect, beautiful, inteligent, caring, loving girlfriend anyone could ever wish for
and i love her to bits
so hey "you know who you are"
so yeah i am one hell of a lucky guy
anyway i go to norway on friday with my friends froim 6th form/skool
and im really looking foward to it
but i was sitting in form today and realised how much im going to miss manda :(
i really am
i dunno how im gunna feel when im that far away from her
where we cant cuggle/huggle :) or just lay close, or she cant lay on my chest are hear my heart beat while i play with her hair..
meh :(
anyway yeh thats it for the update.
so long so long x |
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| happiness comes in a box with the label "love" |
[Jun. 29th, 2006|11:20 pm] |
well where shall i start
New beginings....me and my best friend mark started a new band/project called "theeverlovingend" and its going really well with half a song recorded in two practices
keeping on the subject of music..i went to see my other best mates band called brokesound they were awsome and the gig was great :P was really funny too with me and mark dancin all night
then manda
its been 2 months, which is amazing because our park date thingy seemed like it was last week
i love her with all my heart which is something i wouldnt think of saying after just 2 months but...
i really do mean it
and it was my bday today she brought me spidey stuff and a green day wall plac thingy which rocks :P
and i got money from everyone else so its time for shopping on the weekend
well college stuff, ive started my A2 courses and there abit harder tbh
and ive started looking properly at university prospectus`s and ive sent of for some more info
theres a few choices in and around bham and then aberystwyth uni
anyway thats enough because im tired
so long x |
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| the world we love.... |
[Jun. 10th, 2006|01:46 am] |
yeh i thought i would do a little moaning entry
first of all the news i woke up to this morning that some 19 year old man with all of his life ahead of him was shot and killed in cradley heath which isnt very far from me.
which is abit depressing, it doesnt matter what caused him to be shot its still a waste of a mans life in my eyes.
the second happend after JCF (youth club) which was somebody got hit by this mindless piece of shit Chav
one of the chavs that walk around there local town looking for "greebos" just to have a fight and then they pick on someone who maybe has the least chance to fight back
its just pathetic why dont they go get drunk somewhere or somthing like normal teenagers instead of harming people for the fun of it or too look big or to be racist against people who like rock music which that what it is, its insulting someone for how they look so its a type of racism.
its just stupid and pathetic, what sad lives some people live
anyway i will update on my own life tommorow.
i just wanted a moan really
so long x |
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